Contemplation

"What the fuck!

Our days are running thin.

Our hopes will start to fall.

I can feel the world collapse around me from within.

And the letters keep coming by to let us know when time will die.

And please, God, will you forgive us and give us one more try?

If you will then we'll go as fast as we go far.

Maybe we'll be forgotten when the world is torn apart.

I've been up all night long counting days that all went wrong.

I opened my bedroom window.

I wish this pain was gone.

There are no useful drugs to escape from feeling numb.

I remember an amazing birthday.

I remember when I was young.

If you will then we'll go as fast as we go far.

Maybe we'll be forgotten when the world is torn apart.

'Cause the sun won't be so blinding and the rains will finally come.

The ashes will slowly pile up just to prove we're finally done.

If you will then we'll go as fast as we go far.

Maybe we'll be forgotten when the world is torn apart.

'Cause the sun won't be so blinding and the rains will finally come.

The ashes will slowly pile up just to prove we're finally done.

What the fuck!"

Good ol' Boxcar, for some reason this song is exactly how I feel.

Hopefully only stuck here for four more weeks hurrah!